Out of my blues

I must sound like a broken record half the time. I'm up, then I'm down. I'm up and then I'm down again. Today, I want to change that. My own lack of self confidence and motivation is why I'm so unhappy with where I am in life right now. I'm starting a fire under my butt. I want Noah to always see me as a go getter and as a strong woman. I can't keep breaking down and wallowing in my own misery. I have two jobs now, I'm going back to school next semester with or without a car and I'm getting back on track. No more blues and sad days.