stuck

I feel like I don't know shit. I never know what to do with my life I never know how to deal with my issues and I Damn sure don't know what to do with my relationship. I'm always either feeling really depressed about it all or over the top angry. When I'm happy I feel free and so high up that nobody can bring me down...until I am down and I feel like I'm just the worst human being alive...my head is banging right now and I feel like curling up into a ball. But its not the place...and hopefully soon I can get really wasteful and not feel this way...I won't be happy but at i'll be beautifully numb...I guess that's the goal if true happiness can't be achieved.

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on my mind

I think peace and happiness only comes when you die. Lifes full of so much pain and grief..so when death comes for you you'll welcome him with open and willing arms.

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