This happens every single time ugh it's so damn frustrating. I hate it. Just because he doesn't get his way it's so irritating it makes me feel so just idk... I can't even find the words to describe how I feel. He always has to go to ten and just be so hurtful. He's so confusing one minute he's sweet and the next he's hateful and mean. He makes me feel like I'm shit. I men do low...I'm trying so hard right now not to try because we're around his family .. But did he have to demean me in front of everybody? Make me feel like scum? I just wanna curl up into a ball right now an disappear. He always had to make himself be right. No matter what he has to be right.