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Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Falling down

I feel so crappy. It's easy to keep saying take it one day at a time and stay positive but damn it's hard as fuck to actually do. Everyday I try to keep it together in spite of things but this load is getting to be too much to bare. I'm depressed, my hairs falling out still from the stress and the bags under my eyes look like suitcases. I'm so tired and sad all the time. I feel like everyday I'm just painting on a smile and pretending that I'm okay. When the truth is I'm falling apart. All the walls are closing in on me and I have nowhere to turn. The only Time I feel okay is when I'm drinking or sleeping. At least then I'm not thinking or worried about everything that's going on. I keep wondering when life is going to turn around for me...

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