Hard times

So today I feel the whole world is shitting on me right now. I haven't had a check in almost two months since
my account is all fucked up, and it's going to take at least another month to start getting paper checks. I'm working all these hours just to still be in debt, hungry, stressed, tired, and broke as fuck. I'm trying so hard to stay positive and remember that schools still going good and any day now I should be getting my nurse assistant papers in the mail so I can start working. It's so hard...I want somebody to talk to or at least just blow off some steam with...it's times like this I miss my friends from Reno. Everything's all jumbled around in my head so my thoughts aren't straight and idk...there's too much racing through my mind right now...I don't think I'm making any sense and I want to snap. Going to pray and ask for my mother to look over me and guide me. I need it so bad.