Ugh I wasn't supposed to drink tonight... But it was there in my trunk... And with everything that's on my mind I just wanted to sleep tonight w/o All the thinking and waking up constantly worrying ugh...I know my bf is irritated with me...but I wish he would understand that..sometimes I just need an escape...and getting wasted as bad as it is.. Is just what I need...eventually I need a better way to cope with my stress and problems..but for now...I'll do what I know to cope and survive