I'm laying in bed feeling very weird I guess. I need to be up cleaning and doing my homework but I don't want to. My body's sore from work and I just wanna lay here. I keep thinking about how this week is or even the rest of this month in going to go. I have so much shit to do in what seems like no time at all..I'm tired of moving around so much being responsible for everything....I'm complaining again, and I remember saying I was to start thinking more positive. So eventually maybe around 12 or 1 I will get up and do what I need to do. Who knows life might just surprise me today. I might even go see my family today.