I hate my fucking life right now. I feel so miserable and unhappy when all I want to do is be happy an prepare for my baby. God my baby's father is such a bastard he's so mean and refuses to be understanding to everything I'm going through. I'm so tired of crying an feeling so alone. I don't have anybody to talk to that understands me. It hurts so much not being able to communicate with anybody in my life. I feel isolated and confused. I miss my parents more than ever right now. I'm praying that my baby doesn't feel any of these emotions that I do. It would kill me to know that I'm making him or her said too.