Here we go again he's on a angry rampage and everyone is to blame. Is this what I'm in for for the next 18yrs ??? He's such a child. All he can do is blame every single problem on everybody else nothing is his fault. Nothing. It's frustrating. Everything no matter how small or how big is everybody else's fault. It's psychological hell. Pure hell. I thought I was going to sleep in and eat a yummy breakfast run my belly and feel the baby squirm around. But change of plans. I'm now sitting up in a weird ass depressed cold mood trying to shield my feelings so I don't cry and look like a weakling to his family who are now all awake and all around. I feel very embarrassed and irritated. I don't feel like eating anymore and I actually just want to go to work. Here they come wanting to talk and stir up trouble since he just stormed out. I hope tomorrow when I go to the doctors she can give me a number of somebody I can talk to. I don't want to be depressed my whole pregnancy. It was hard enough to deal with before now all my emotions are intensified. I'm hurting...and I need someone or something so nothing happens to my baby or me.