Now we cant talk because he's not in the mood. Okay but if you had some shit to say I better be all ears. I'm done having everything be your way like this shit is bk. life doesn't work that way. He says I always have an attitude I how him and I've changed. I haven't changed I'm growing the fuck up. I'm not about to keep letting you railroad me while you do what the fuck you want. I know I'm a damn good woman and I don't deserve this shit. Not at all. I don't treat you like a king anymore because you don't treat me like your queen. You don't honor me or respect me. You act like I'm just like every bitch that's out here and you know damn well it's true. You chose to keep slipping up, treating me like whatever. So now you have to deal with me being angry, being hurt, being fed up with all your nonsense. Shit after two years it might be too late to try and make a come back. I feel like I've waited long enough. And im not going to say your the worst bf ever. You can be kind, caring, loving, you listen, our can take away every bit of fear, and touch of loneliness with one tight hug and a long strong kiss. You can be supportive when you want to be and you provided when you had it. But all that's over shadowed by all the other shit you've done. I hate sounding like there's nothing positive to say but you have me so frustrated and tired it's all that I can see. You put in the least amount of effort that you have to and that I really don't get. If I'm asking you to show me something different then do that. If I keep seeing the same shit I'm going to stay angry. You catching an attitude with me for trying to talk things out by telling you what's on my mind isn't going to make shit better either. I don't wanna here the bullshit reason on why you don't feel like talking fine don't talk just fucking listen!! Understand that I'm tired and I work hard and at the end of my day I wanna be loved I want some attention, I wanna be talked to, I wanna feel like I'm coming home to my baby and not that black fucker.