I feel so alone right now. At a time where I think I should be happy. I'm supposed to bringing life into the world and all around is negativity and pressure to give have an abortion. I understand everybody's point but isn't this my body? My life? Does it matter what I want? I feel so bad because I keep thinking it would be so much easier to give in to what ever oft else wants and just not have the baby. Then I could move away from this place and everyone in it....but I also feel as if I should keep my baby and fuck what everyone else thinks. Their not going to be the ones raising him or her so why do they care??? I wish I never told anyone about this... I wish the baby was still only my secret and I could move back home where I can raise my baby without all this extra shit.