Fml

So this week I was diagnosed with depression and got started on meds and that same day had a bad panic attack while driving and went to the hospital. To make things even better my boyfriend destroyed the front end of my car, which will now be in the shop for 3 weeks or more anx is going to cost 2 grand to fix. Like I even have it.....it feels like if life was a game I'd be losing it every day. I suck. These meds suck to. I feel like a fucking zombie. I haven't slept in over 24hrs my hands keep shaking and I'm broke already from paying bills so no cash for coffee or cigarettes :( the last two things that make me somewhat happy. I want peace..I'm really tired.

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