New direction

So today I had a sort of revelation. I decided that I'm going to go back to nursing. I'm going to stop attending Wayne state and go to Wcccd and start my program there to get my license. I've tried so hard this last year trying to see myself doing something else for the rest of my life and the only thing I keep coming back to is my dream of becoming a nurse and maybe one day a nurse midwife. I feel so right about this. I just wish I wouldn't have wasted this last year not applying myself towards that goal. But all that matters now is I know what I want to do and how to do it. Once the spring semester starts I'll be taking my first steps towards my life goal. I feel that trickle of happiness starting to come down again. :)