Update

It's been a long time since I've posted anything and so much has happened. I'm no longer living with my god mom which is for the better. I'm super fat and ready to drop this baby ( I'll cover that more in another post lol). After me and Troy had that long talk he went right back to being a complete asshole. We barely talk, he acts like I'm just some girl so at this point even though I'm hurt I'm just over all this. I've had to go through everything dealing with this pregnancy on my own so it makes sense that I'll be raising Noah on my own. My family's really come through these past couple of weeks and have helped me get everything I need for the baby. I'm staying with my nieces friend right now which is good but crazy at the same time. It's good because its free and I don't have to worry about me not having any source of income for now, but the girl is a total pig. She's not here often but when she is she makes enough mess for ten 5yr olds. It's so annoying that a grown ass woman can't even pick her dirty ass panties off the ground or properly dispose of her nasty ass pads. Her dogs pisses and shits wherever it wants and she doesn't care. She doesn't wash dishes pick her clothes up off the ground or make any effort to clean anything. She'll have company and not care that her house looks like pigs live in it. I've talked to her about it but she doesn't care. But that's the price of living somewhere for free. My depression has gotten a little bit better. I've stopped isolating myself as much and I'm trying to talk to people about the way I feel. Lol wow this post is so random but I've had so much pent up inside of me and it feels good to get it all out.