We fought so much and he hurt me so bad. When we talked last night he was almost in tears. He apologized for everything. It made me cry to see that he actually was back to the person I fell in love with almost 3yrs ago. I wish he would have woken up and seen he was such a dick months ago. But it felt so good to just here I'm sorry and I love you I miss you and I want to prove to you and our son that I'm better and I'm going to be here. I wish I was still in his arms. It felt so good after all this time. Especially when he was there in the hospital with me. I never thought that after this sunmer we had I would and could still love him but I do. I miss him more than ever since we're apart. I hate we had so many different people in our shit we just fell apart and exploded against each other. It should have turned out differently. I miss my chipmunk.