Friday, February 18, 2011
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It's not fair that neither one of my parents are living. I'm only 18 and I still need them. I feel so betrayed that I had such little time with the only two people who loved me more than life itself. Im so fucking mad! why are they gone?? I still need so much more guidance and help with my life. I want my dad here to protect me and make sure my heart doesnt get broken. I want my mom here to give me advice on everything....I need them to be here to hold me and tell me that life is going to get better...all I can do right now is cry all over my keyboard and stare at their pictures....I just want to feel their touch again or even for my dad to yell at me about homework and cleaning my room. I miss my parents so much its hurts me physically and emotionally Parents arent supposed to die before their kids. It's not fair WTTTFFFFFF I want to be normal again. I wanna bitch about my strict parents too. I want somebody to be proud that I made the deans list or that im going to nursing school....I want to feel like somebody in this world loves me....
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Such a touching post! My heart goes out to you.
ReplyDeleteI can't tell you I know how you feel, but I do know the feeling of being alone.
You parents will be so proud of everything your have accomplished.
It is great you are going to nursing school. Your obviously a very caring individual as a nurse is such a giving profession and you have to be very selfless to do it. Good for you.
thank you very much. it really touches me when people reach out to say the little things like that.
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