Thinking Of You

Everyday I struggle with being alone, waiting for you to come back home. You never call or text...you don't answer my calls...and yet..the moment you walk into the door i melt in your arms like a chocolate bar that's been sitting in the sun. Why is it that with every kiss you place upon my body I feel weaker and weaker almost like a frail child..You make me feel so good...but with that good feeling comes these feelings of insecurity, doubt, anger, confusion, and most of loneliness. My thoughts feel so scattered about in my mind...the only thing I feel certain about is that I want you here to kiss me, hold me and love me...until you leave me again..