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I've never felt so ashamed in my life. Something happened to me, and I can't get past it. I feel as if something inside me snapped. Something changed. I can barely think of the words to use to describe it. I don't feel the same. I feel broken and used up. I'm emotionally drained. My spirit feels like it's fading. I don't feel like I have anyone to talk to who would understand what I'm going through and the changes that have been happening to me. I don't have anyone to love me. That more than any of the more important pressing matters in my life is bothering me the most. Maybe if I had that feeling, that support, I could press on and be strong in my attempts to re-build my life. It's nothing worse than feeling like your all alone in this world with no one to love you, no one to hold you, and tell you it's going to be okay.